this time i'm not blind

-Current Mood: Pondering. Thinking. Running over some thoughts and some suspicions.
-Current Location: A few feet away from a treadmill. I like exercising :)
Today in itself was really stressful. From having school instead of striking to swim gym to lock downs to blowups to accusations, this was one of the worst Thursdays. Ever. But there were surprises along the way that were either sweet or just uplifting :)
I was thinking, and people have told me to be brutally honest on here, which I planned to be all along. But sooo many people (last night there were six) have contacted me about identities and code names but news spreads and warps way too fast, so I really don't think I can be as honest as I should be with all these people and their friends knowing who I'm talking about.
I'm not accusing anyone but like someone just said to me on IM a few seconds ago, last year I got in trouble for a secret that I know I had specifically told one person, but by the end of the day everyone was asking me about. And today one of the people I wrote about that I know I didn't tell her her code name asked me if I really thought she was like that. So I'm just going to change some of the names if/when I need to. That's it. I don't think it's necessary for anyone to know every person I talk about all the time, but sometimes, I'll need a friend to talk to about it so that's fine. Yeah.

-Stuff from today! Lots of new people with new news!-
***Got tipped off that Knees had many random PMS emotional swings during the day. Yogurt was keeping her cool during these and did not say anything back to her that might risk a friendship.
***Rainflower talked to Seagull at school today and it turns out that they're friends again and the problem they were having is over!
***Bubbles&Sand were both blushing when Apple brought up them as a potential couple. Props to Apple for the push :)
***Lotion is knowingly getting in the way of a few friendships...what are her real intentions? What side is she really on?
***Pumps was definitely talking to Monster today in a more-than-friendly way. I guess if last year's TurnAbout dance asking failure won't stop her, nothing will! Glasses was not seen at school. Bread was having an off-day and not talking to anyone.
***Tramp was nice today for the first time! I hope this lasts...if it's not broken, don't fix it.
***Number of days until Rainflower gets to talk to Thunder again: 4 (such a long time!!!)

-Some new predictions-
***Beans will NOT listen to the newest rumors he hears about his friends, because the old ones he shared with us were definitely bogus.
***Tacky will not txt Rainflower so many times each week but will instead find out that Seeds likes him. And do something about it, since they do see each other a few hours each week on Tuesday and Thursday nights [I think.]
***Ponytail will start wearing makeup.

Comments would be lovely. If you're not a stalker or trying to figure out who this is :) (you can comment anonymously too)
over&out
rainflower

p.s. please don't ask me about this blog in public if you know who I am!